Monday, July 30, 2007

today was a okay okay day la. wasnt much of emo. cause i NEVER was emo. lols. oh wells. tuesdays are real bad for me. but hopefully tomorrow would be a good good one! oh wells. havent been using much of the computer lately. but i guess im back to it. todays debate was a totaly screw up. or at least, I screw it up. drats. i really want to debate. not like ivan. a born talking. darn it. ivan stole the highest from me.. stupid ivan. lols. oh wellzxzx. its over and done with. like F-I-N-A-L-L-Y! lols. tomorrow's the last day of july. hopefully it would be the last of any emo days of anyone. ( i dont really know what im saying ) so i guess this is it folks. pls turn in to ILOVEWEIZHENG FM for more of the BEST of ME!


cheers

Sunday, July 29, 2007

okay. july's ending and i thought things would go better. well, it is a little but maybe bexause of something i said. people said that im crazy and so much of being selfless. but i guess i would rather the one being hurt. maybe thats why things arent going any better.. though yesterday wasnt so bad. but i guess something triggered the good memories of which made it bad now. so i think july would extend to august. ( not a good thing ) take care people. wait. I take care.

Monday, July 23, 2007

today sucked.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

not much to post about today. being outside the house wasnt much of a scary thing. key being with michelle, getting into the house was much of a problem. not much of fear came into my mind. even if i were to be left alone stranded outside, the dark would not scare me. mostly, it would be lonliness that will frighten me. so much for being a brave girl people know. but i guess everyone has a second side. and not much of mine is showing.

things arent going so well. when i was locked outside, the first person i thought of was ____ like. really, it was you. but i couldnt pull my courage to press the dial button, besides, we have nothing to talk about since it has been a while since we talked. thank god for michelle to be there. being on the phone is good enough. all i needed was noise and people. because only the silence and the lonliness in this world scares me.

if only i didnt kick a fuss.






(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)

What happens in Vegas stays in Vegas,
but what if it don't?
What happens in my head stays in my head,
but sometimes it won't.
What if you knew what I was thinking,
would it make you like, 'Whoah!' ?
I don't wanna risk putting my foot in it,
so I keep my mouth closed.

All you hear is:
(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
Gonna button my lips so the truth don't slip.
(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
Gotta 'beep' out what I really wanna shout.

Whoops, did I say it out loud?
Did you find out?

I wanna have your babies,
get serious like crazy.
I wanna have your babies,
I see them springing up like daisies.

Yeah...
Some of my feelings keep escaping,
so I make it a joke.
Nonchalant I keep on faking,
so my heart don't get broke.
I'm in a big, big, big, big ocean,
in a tiny little boat.
I'll only put the idea out there
if I know it's gonna float.

All you hear is:
(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
Gonna button my lips so the truth don't slip.
(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
Gotta 'beep' out what I really wanna shout.

Whoops, did I say it out loud?
Did you find out?

I wanna have your babies,
get serious like crazy.
I wanna have your babies,
I see them springing up like daisies.

'Cos in my head there's a slot machine,
And i'm betting your the one in my hopes and dreams.

La la la la la, la la la la la la la
La la la la la, la la, la la.

Trust me it would scare you if you knew what was going on in my brain.
Trust me it would scare you,
that i've picked out the church, all the schools, all the names.
If you knew it was all about you,
Every wish, every candle, every coin in the fountain.
Trust me it would scare you,
thats why I go:

(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)

(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
Gonna button my lips so the truth don't slip.
(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
Gotta 'beep' out what I really wanna shout.

Whoops, did I say it out loud?
Did you find out?

I wanna have your babies,
get serious like crazy.
I wanna have your babies,
I see them springing up like daisies.

(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
Gonna button my lips so the truth don't slip.
(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
Gotta 'beep' out what I really wanna shout.

Whoops, did I say it out loud?
Did you find out?

I wanna have your babies,
get serious like crazy.
I wanna have your babies,
I see them springing up like daisies.

(Heres one, theres another.
Oh! Theres one...

Theres a baby... theres one.
Babies, babies, babies, babies, babies,

I wanna have your babies!)

One day maybe you'll find out...

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

well, if you thought the pics are up because today is a better day, well, you're wrong. its no better than the last few. just that i feel that i should post a few more before i get nagged at by them again. oh well. since i dont have the correct day, i guess there wont be any captions. not really appriciated also. so doesnt matter. here goes the pics.






















































































































































































































































DEPRESSED is not the word ; i feel beyond that.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

i dont know what hurts. but i really does. depressed is not the word. cause i feel much more worst than that.

Saturday, July 14, 2007





QuizGalaxy!
'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com
today is a !@#$ day. like.. totally. blehx. i hate it. so much for the passing of friday the thirteen though it was a little screwed cause of some things. but today was much much worst :(:(:( screw it. sryyyy.. i know im suppose to update the pics but you'll have to wait for a better day to come.
i feel left out even with you'll

Thursday, July 12, 2007

weizheng --
[adjective]:

Visually addictive

'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

took that off kylie/huiqing'ss blog. lols.! oh well.. today was a sad sad day. i was hyper-ly sad. hmms, anyhoo, yesterday was worst. anyhoo, today went to get alot of things. spent damn hell lot.. caue i didnt go school darn it. and i didnt take my medicine as well.. darnned. anyhoo, im left with 5 mins to blog cause my dad's nagging. shees. i dont think i can upload any pics today. and i dont think i can sleep early also. cause the sender just called me to let me know that the things would be sent over at 9.45 to 10. Z_Z sianzxzxzx stupid man. lucky michelle didnt wait for the things. agrh.. gtg!

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

well, dont really have time to blog daily stuffs now a days. but been very busy lately with the contume parade and the GB farewell stuffs. my head stings a little though. the days were pretty full of ups and downs. and the waves of them were real huge so i guess i dont really know what to say.

anyhoo, tmr would be another busy day to prepare for the up coming friday. yes yes, its the farewell. and i finally bought a dress. and its long. like LONG LONG! but i hope i dont see anyone else except the GB ppl. cause it would be embarrasing.

well, besides being all busy, its been real stressed up now a days as well.. i think i totally screwed up the test. darn! but i guess, i cant do anything about it. sianzxzx. so much for going home early. last few days was home-ing at 6 plus 7 -__-!! hais. oh well. thats about it. anyhoo, the pics were random. like real real random. and i got 100 of them to upload. so heres 30 at first. i need to take my time. or else, the whole blog would lag ( not a good thing ) heh! and i hate my phone. its spoiling :(:(:(

im tired. i think i would go sleep soon. -__- my eyes are CLOSING. tireddd Z_Z!










































































































































































































































Monday, July 09, 2007

well.. sorry to disappoint you. well, no pics these few days. i have 79 pics to upload. so i guess i am only able to do it when im free which also means that there would be more more more pics by den. bad bad thing. currently agitated, stressed, drepressed and having the feeling as if i can just jump down the building and die. so bye~!

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

today was okay okay. though it still sucks because i had to bring most of the students sketch books when the art teacher ( i forgot her name ) was suppose to collect it from me first thing in the morn. and i was afraid of bumming into her to i brought it where ever i went! oh well. i dont even think she came to school. heck! after school, went to queens with weiting to check out some things. after which, rushed back to school to catch the telentime. than, went to hian ling, ate cup noodles at the park and played dai di. headed home after which. the photos i promised you ppl! lols. but its super random. so ya. heh!!














hot hot brownies!












mugging











erm. kitchen





























yes yes. the comings of the hulk!































































i cant believe i posted this.









isaac would love this



















guess who

















nice nice tangled shoes

Monday, July 02, 2007

i know that i should be posting the pics i promised!! but im sorry!! i gtg! was to engross in some stuffs. but i promise i'd do it asap! tata! anyhoo, today was sort of fun. hahas. the korean food was nice nice. though i didnt take any pics of it. heh!! thats about it i guess. looking forward to going out with nich song -.-!! so much for flying our plane today! asdasad!!

Sunday, July 01, 2007

TRALALALA! okay, well.. went to jujrong library very very last min! because of michelle! nice right, though i finish my phy and ended up half alseep, i studied a litte little. oh well.. hahas.. after that, went to m ichelles house and homed. thats all.. fast right. ohw ell..

dreams dashed//

drats drats!! GST is up to 7%!! blehx! oh well, just realise that i havent really been blogging, BAD THING. because im just sianzxz of blogging because of the things happening in school! drats. 5 teacher changed!!

: English
: Physics
: Art
: Physical Education
: Life Skills
Darned! oh well. math better not change though dorcas said that the new teacher would come to have some experience for a while. hope he dont die teaching our class.. but but i had this really really bad dream. besides my eyes getting swollen, the worst part was that mr ho change school! agrh. i think my mind is all worked up with the change of teacher. darnn..

anyhoo, besides school, things have been okay. so decided to post some random random pics i took few days ago. dont really remember when but, oh well. heh! so i guess these pics are real real random. thats because i cant remember the dates i took them. oh well!















































































































Monday, June 25, 2007

tralala!! first day of school passed real fast.. like real real fast. over all i think it was okay till the ending of school. because chinese period spoiled my mood.. drats! this really is horrible.. more of the time after school, my mind wasnt with me. hais. and i want miss mono back :(

hais!! i dont want so many change of teachers. but im looking for tmr!! its chapple after all! hahas! well. yeah.. anyway, headed to holland after school over to jojo's house.. hahas.. it was really funny. we were playing auditions. its my first time and i think the game is okay okay la. hahas.. but i wont dl it though. lols.. cannot affort to get hooked on games with my current reseults.. so i better buck up! drats!

anyway.. SORRY JO JO!! for getting you scolded!! REALLY SORRY! and thansk for the nice nice noodles and erm. lime drink? hahas.. though i know michelle created more trouble.. hahas. JK! but it was fun.. i'll go there another time. heh!

well after leaving jojo's house, met mr ho! hahas.. he's super cute la! happy happy that he is still out math teacher!! heh! thats the only thing im happy about i think. why dont all the teachers i want to change just change. in the end.. all that i like happen to be changing! drats! i have a feeling that more teachers are going! shoots!! i want them!!!

oh well.. headed home with calls from my aunt and brother as im home alone. unless my aunt comes over tonight. heh! but i dont know what to do also. i think i'll sleep real early tonight. still tired cause of the little hours of sleep -.-!

and ofcourse. THANKYOU KYLIE FOR MY PRESENT! LOVE IT LOTS!!:D
and and and HAPPY belated BIRHTDAY DADDY BARN!!


btw, michelle is SUPERLY CHILDISH LA!! look at the convo :

# weizheng // says:
AUDITIONS!
# weizheng // says:
sianzzzz
,, and i want you back so
much. says:
-_-
,, and i want you back so much. says:
HAHAH
,, and i
want you back so much. says:
don crazyy
,, and i want you back so much.
says:
NONO
,, and i want you back so much. says:
forget about
audition
,, and i want you back so much. says:
OH NOO
,, and i want you
back so much. says:
later u tmr in school keep pressing arrows -_-

Sunday, June 24, 2007

CONGRETS! hahas. my 300th post! lols! well.. crap. schools starting tmr. well, not that im not keen to go to school.. infact, im very keen.. but so many resons just make me hate school more. its not about not finishing my hw though thats one reason.. besides jun hao just told me about some english project i have to handup tmr which i had no idea about till now. agrh. why must this happen mans!! freak. i think my sec 3 like totally screwed right now. stupid mans.. i rather not know la!! why come and tell me all this crap right before schools starting!! danm it.

freak mans.. whats with the stupid time table also. crap.. i think everything is super screwed! craps.. back to home, back to reality. back to place where everything come poring back again! shoots.. why did i think of that again.. if i didnt.. i'd probly be laughing and smiling now. shoots! I NEED ___!

okay.. well.. i shall go back to yesterday. everything was fine.. hunged at vivo which didnt really bore me because of the group of ppl. but i dont like vivo! theres nothing there.. i dont know why ppl like going there either.. its not say super feliciousely nice or anything -.-! anyhoo.. almost bought some stuffs which i really really liked but i didnt because i was broke to the CORE! shoots! i really wanna go back there to get those things but i think i can find them anywhere else also. hahas. hunged around till 11 where i was suppose to stay over but i went to mr brohters house to be able to church the next day. wanted korean drama with my sis in law till we felt tired and retired for the night.

woke up and got ready.. lunched and went for the 1.30 service at fcbc. hahas. paster kong was at it again. lols. ppl were wondering if they would see his wife in the watch nect service! lols. anyhoo.. after that, met up with huiyu for some hugs we longed for a long time and went off to pasir ris park.. had alot of fun there.. played till we drop! lols. real real real worned out but im fine. :D dined at white sand.. took a walk tehre since it wasnt really faar. heh! it was super cool.. we booked the whole row from one end to another filled with out ppl. hahas.. its super funny. the way we get the tables that is. hahas. after which.. shopped a little and hung around with others but was feeling tired and so headed home.hheh

well.. thats about it. home alone till wed. (that is if my aunt dont stay over! shoots! i sure hope she doesnt) hehe!! oh well.. just hope that many many things would change!! my dark dark secrets! hah.. ask me and i'll be nice to let you guys know :D ( if i like you that is) hahas. tata ppl!

Thursday, June 21, 2007

tralala! okay, after a long day on the comp doing nothing but slacking, just came here to blog blog a little.. schools starting and im not done with any hw yet. which means, nightmares are when school reopens. so its either i give up the comp to do work. or, use the comp. an the odviouse choice - computer. -.-

anyway, nothing muched happened yesterday accept for going to michelles house to slack and going to gb before that. ofcourse not to mention, im starting to loose my voice and have a bad cough. got my 1G memory card for my phone and updated the card which took me a long time because i got no usb port left so i had to swich around as what dorcas gave the idea to me.

anyway, thats about it i guess.. just staying here to slack and waiting for time to pass.. hah! so theres nothing left for me say say but to end off with a song.

The Fray - How To Save A Life


Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you’ve told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to god he hears you and

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you’ve followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

ok well, after not being able to use the keyboard, i guess i have to make do with the on screen one.. so all im going to log about is this song.. heh :D

Danity Kane - Showstopper


We in the car, we ride slow
We doin' things that the girls don't do
The boys stare, we smile back
All my girls in the rainbow Cadillacs, yeah

[Aubrey:]
Show stoppin' at the latest (Spot)
The ride shinin' with the open (Top)
Hydraulics make our heads go nod
Hair blowin' in the breeze
Yo, we superstars

[D. Woods:]
Put in the keys, make that engine (Purr)
3 in the back, one in the passen(ger)
Slow creepin' 'cause we look that fly
All the boys tryin' taste our candy ride

[Pre-Hook (Shannon Lead Vocal):]
We in the car, we ride slow
We doin' things that the girls don't do
The boys stare, we smile back
All my girls in the rainbow Cadillacs, yeah

[Hook:]
Bet you ain't never seen
Chicks ridin' this clean
Louis Vuitton seats
We do it deadly
This how we keep it poppin'
Make sure that bass knockin'
So when you see us ridin'
We call it show stopping

We show stoppin'
We show, show stoppin'
We show stoppin'
We show, show stoppin'
That's how we keep it poppin'
Make sure that bass knockin'
So when you see us ridin'
We call it show stoppin'

[Aundrea:]
We sittin' on 22’s plus (Two)
Mink bucket seats, neon (Blue)
Color coordinate with dem shoes
Yeah, we divas
But we ride like big boys do

[D. Woods:]
Black tinted with a white stripe interstate
Lookin' in the mirror
At my Bad Boy video
Show stoppin' 'til they lose they breath
Turn the wheel to the right
Turn the wheel to the left

[Pre-Hook (Shannon Lead Vocal):]
We in the car, we ride slow
We doin' things that the girls don't do
The boys stare, we smile back
All my girls in the rainbow Cadillacs, yeah

[Hook:]
Bet you ain't never seen
Chicks ridin' this clean
Louis Vuitton seats
We do it deadly
This how we keep it poppin'
Make sure that bass knockin'
So when you see us ridin'
We call it show stopping

We show stoppin'
We show, show stoppin'
We show stoppin'
We show, show stoppin'
That's how we keep it poppin'
Make sure that bass knockin'
So when you see us ridin'
We call it show stoppin'

[Dawn:]
This is for my ladies in the 280’s Mercedes
In the H3, Baby Ranges,
Bentley Coupes, my Escalades
Say oh, oh
Break 'em off somethin' proper
Like a real show stopper

This is for my chicas with the Beamers A6s
'67 Chevy’s, Maserati, or a Lexus
Say oh, oh
Break 'em off somethin' proper
Like a real show stopper
[2x]

Go and jingle dem keys
Go and jingle dem keys
Put em up real high make sure errbody see em
One time (one time)
Two time (two time)
Three times (three times)
Four times (four times)

[Pre-Hook]
We in the car, we ride slow
We doin' things that the girls don't do
The boys stare, we smile back
All my girls in the rainbow Cadillacs, yeah

[Hook:]
Bet you ain't never seen
Chicks ridin' this clean
Louis Vuitton seats
We do it deadly
This how we keep it poppin'
Make sure that bass knockin'
So when you see us ridin'
We call it show stopping

We show stoppin'
We show, show stoppin'
We show stoppin'
We show, show stoppin'
That's how we keep it poppin'
Make sure that bass knockin'
So when you see us ridin'
We call it show stoppin'

Monday, June 18, 2007

well, went to school today and watched charmaine paint the wall.. had a chat with miss lim ( a scary one) oh well.. she just coundlt resist talking to me :D though i wanted to be nice and ask her to take care of herself and if her leg was better.. but i guess i gave it a pass.. hahas

soon after, dorcas came and met us and hian ling.. chatted and after that, went to clementi.. boughtthings for lunch and headed to big book shop.. and bought the sutffs for the math project.. i guess, its the usual thing.. we didnt do anything.. and lunch, they just downloaded maple for me which i think took 2 mins ( according to charmaine) oh well.. hahas..

soon, charmaine left.. and dorcas left at 7? haha.. so all the other works left to me.. heh!! well.. mapled till i dont feel like any more.. hahas.. its just another game the will distract me from my studies.. and schools reopening soon and im not doen with any hw.. =X

hahas.. hope that it wont affect me la.. but im still not able to do alot of things.. ahhh!! i want dorcas back in my house.. heh!

Sunday, June 17, 2007

okay.. havent been able to blog now a days.. thats cause my dad and brother has been up to many many things.. heh.. oh well firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LI YAN heh! oh well oh well.. things have been ermm.. busy lately..

15th June '07

was suppose to go GB today but already told ralene that i was having things on. so i guess its okay.. after all i am responsible no like certain people i/c.. and could not do their things nicely.. takes peoples proposal and looses it.. or else what woul happen, would she hand up the one that me and dorcas did.. i bet 100% that she would okay.. freak her. so that also means that when dorcas, me, lin hong and john went to ps, when we saw weiting and gang and said that they were going to get the GB stuffs, they did not get anything for deco.

freak her la.. stupid i/c come one man.. grow up la.. its like not pri sch being the group leader okay.. sec 3 already.. take up more responsibilities, if you are NOT UP TO STANDERED! den DONT volinteer yourself for goodness sake la!

oh well.. shes some small people so she didnt really affect my mood.. anyway.. went to ps to cathch up with friends :D had yoshinonia for lunch and walked around.. catched men in white because shrek3 is only left with the front 2 rows -.-! so.. no shrek.. hmms, i think the show was okay okay only la.. its funny.. but the story line was kinda dumb.. like, dumb dumb. heh

tralalalala we walked around ps till we were.. ermm.. bored so went down orchad till the two boys got lost because they followed the wrong girls.. i guess they were trying to get close to them ( joking) heh. anyway, they soon were found and everything was okay. heh..

walked to heeren and shopped a little.. talked to matt and realise we havent been catching up lately.. heh!! oh well.. hope to meet up with them soon.. heh.. after which i think i had to go home and we were a little lost or i was a little lost so we ended up walking all the was to wheelock place and took a bus.. waited for dorcas's bus and left soon after.

16th June '07

headed to my grannys house and played cards the whole day.. heh.. played till 1 something close to 2 heh.. so i guess i couldnt use the comp.. it was a tiring day la.. my eyes were close to closing.. heh!!! but its okay.. i manage to overcome it.. -.-! i almost walked home from my grannys house at 1 plus la.. cause the car was too full.. but i guess i didnt have to after all.. hahahas.. and it was raining.. so.. its alot colder than the usual 2 am i guess.. heh..

Thursday, June 14, 2007

today was okay okay.. after yesterdays horrible horrible night of which i thought i was going to go blind soon, but it all passed.. anyhoo, thanks hanif and kylie lots lots alright :D

anyway, went to school today.. though.. not very well.. but alot better.. at least im done with my wall.. would upload the pics ones i get them from nana!! hahas.. after that, went to dover with her to makan and met up with her friends.. of which.. i dont really remember their names =X

heh.. well.. walked home and rested.. tired tired la.. i think i'll take a nap later.. surprising right.. but.. oh well..